It is so quiet today that I can hear a leaf falling and settling on the ground. Here, in my bare bones cabin, there is no internet, TV or even a radio, nor any near neighbor that might want to catch me up on the latest news. My first morning on this Maine woods retreat was spent trying to get a finicky wood stove going, then tending the fire, making soup and reading under several layers of blankets. After that it seemed like a good time for a nap. Later, I took a walk as the afternoon sunlight softened to an amber glow. The following five days went pretty much the same way, including a lot of time quietly meditating and staring into the mesmerizing flames.
I came to this place in order to get away for the five days leading up to and past the November 3 election. I came not because I am the proverbial ostrich sticking her head in the sand, but because my head has been buried so deeply in the political mud that I was afraid I might never be able to breathe clean air again.
My cabin has minimal heat in addition to the wood stove, the bed is comfortable with a big down quilt and there is a scanty but adequate kitchen. And so, although I didn’t build my shelter nor am I cooking over an open fire and hauling my water up from the pond, to a certain extent, I came to the woods for reasons similar to the 19th century Concord philosopher who spent two years at Walden Pond… “ because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach…” (Henry David Thoreau)
So then, what did I learn from my sojourn in the Maine woods?
I learned that, if I walk mindfully and attentively, I might see a rabbit’s head in a rock;
and a wolf’s ears, dark eye and long snout in a splintered stump;
and even a fat snake wrapped around a fallen tree .
I learned to be quiet enough to hear the leaf as it came loose from the branch and fluttered to the ground.
I learned that if I just sat and gazed into the fire, my mind would travel on its own journey.
I learned that even a still pond seems to move as the sunlight casts light and shadow on the water.
I learned that the end of the day is a lovely moment, as the sun sinks slowly behind the hills then blooms into a pink and orange sky.
Simple, daily, ordinary things. It was enough.
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Always wonderful to walk the woods with you.
Thank you, Polly!
Many of us could only do a modified version of that by greatly limiting usual reading of on-line newspapers or listening to NPR.
Thanks again.
I envy you those trips to the Maine woods, that I’m no longer able to do. We used to go to a log cabin with no water or latrine accommodations. The old iron stove was more decorative than functional. The great woods were beautiful and had many lessons, but chief among them was that indoor plumbing and central heating are great inventions.
Sounds wonderful. I wondered about how your footsteps felt and sounded in communion with the leaves and ground. I loved your pictures, too.
Polly,
“Mindfulness” without the need of an App on a phone !!!
Very restorative and peaceful…
Polly, what a sane and soul-feeding thing to do. Thanks for sharing.